hell-oo?

can you see how much pain ive been through?enough is enough lah.im done with you.choww

Sports Day.

it was funn,the weather was very very very hot.it kills me,i was about to faint just now-______-,
grr.oh and i sat next to fatin my senior:P,and we talked abt our scholl name,which is smk SEKSsyen 5 wangsa majuu,like fatin said"oh we did 5 times a day.whoaaa,guys boleh mandul-.-"
haha,and we just laugh.stupid normal jokes.haha,and soo.nanti ah cite.nak chat dgn A,haha:P

the fear

i want to be rich and i want lots of money,i don't care about clever I don't care about funny.
i want loads of clothes and fuckloads of diamonds,i heard people die while they are trying to find them.


i don't know whats right and what's real anymore,and i don't know how i'm meant to feel anymore.
and when do you think it will all become clear?,because i'm being taking over by The Fear.


forget about guns and forget ammunition, because i'm killing them all on my own little mission
now i'm not a saint but i'm not a sinner,now everything's cool as long as I'm getting thinner.

It started todayy

On first period today,i was chosen by my dear so called history teacher to read for the whole class about Bangkok Agreement on 1909.oh and my voice sound like a freak because i have this thing called soar throat-.-',haihh.History is and WAS harddd.but i know who i am.i adore my culture and i respect my own.i felt lucky because i was born in malaysia which is a wonderfull country other than palestin,africa and others and i was seriously proud to be one.I find my great2 grandpa and grandma's stories is interesting and it amaze me,i remeber when my grandpa told me,he was a soldier when i he was young.he fight with japanese people when they came here.and like,he was caught by them and saw his friend got shot in the head and died.itw awfull when i herd those.and he's gone now.i do really miss him;(.well,life goes on.and back to the story,today science i learn a new chapter dude,Chapter 5:Water&Solution,haha.then after recess ,Geography was spinning my head round and round,its difficult-_________-,and like after that,we skipped class again untill school was over.it was awesome!:DDD

rare

i saw this on my brothers bulletin board in myspace.and it is funny.haha

grrr

school is starting tomorrow.goodbye holidays;(
oh and hell-oooo freaking study study study study.dammnit!
i hate school at times,and at times i love to go to school,
obviously,i think going to school is more better then sit at home and do nothing-___________-
rite?hahaha,ohh cant wait to get scold by teachers tomorrow:DD
wanna know why?because i skipped class on last fridayy"bad girll imahh,bad girll:P"
oh and i didnt even touch my books,all the homeworks and stuff.
i didnt do my homework and i skipped class from recess until school's over.
how cool is that?HAHA-___________-,
oh yeahh.here are the list's of so called homeworks i didnt do.

List:D

-Sejarah Chapter 1-3,NOTA!
-English,Journal Entry and ape tah,tk ingt-.-
-Agama
-Maths
-BM,Karangan,Tatabahasa,Sastera



wow!im soo dead by tomorrow:O
and it would be awesome(:

likeyy,

i like this picture soo much(:,i was in a candid way.and maira ke anys took the picture.heheh:)

heard em say(:

kanye west's songs makes my my day.because the lyrics have a thousand times meaning how to appereciate life.nothing last forever was truee.not a thing or a person rite?ohh im missing you and loving you every second <3

its true HAHAHHAHAHAHA

i saw this on gandem's blog.and kau betul do pasal cikgu niee,hahahaha.soo here how it goes.
pendapat gandem tentang cikgu yang mengajar kami PJ & SIVIK. and p.s/:die takde SIVIK nak ajar anak orang sivik,HAHAH,kan kan?


"lagi2 time ckgu keling rempit tu, bajet kau cantik apa lancau sume aa? OUHHH PLEASEEE AA WEHHH.klu ada org ckp kau cantik sume tuu,dorg tu mmg tkde mata,klu ada punn stock mata letak ktt bontot:Dpukimak,kau igt kau sapa nk sound2 aku?kau dh aa eshhh mls aa nk ckp enn,kau tgk aa nnt,klu aku dah tahu rumah kau kt mana, JGN KAU TANYA ASL RUMAH KAU TERBAKAR or SAPA YG BAKAR,HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA kau tgk je lahh,rumah kau tu patut HITAM mcm MUKA kau yg HITAM LEGAM tu lahh setann,suka sgt enn cari psl dgn aku ,skrg aku plk nk cari psl dgn kau,kau main bomohh? aku pki sniper je pegy headshot mata kau yg suka usha teleng kt aku,SIALANN!dah aa tu , hitam pki baju PINKKK ! HAHA bodohh, kau igt kau cantik ke ? atau kau pki baju pink sbb kau nk org sume nmpk kau dgn beg REMPIT kau tu? ckp je lahhh,huh,blah aa kau main aa guli jauh2 , kau badget sume org nk kene respect kauu?tak mgkn doe,KAU NK TAHU?AKU RASA SATU SEKOLAH BENCI KT KAU LAHH KELING REMPIT!
bodohh,bagdet COMELLLL!"

hmm

its been awhile i didnt update my blog.so here it goes -

Hold on to me

Hold on to this
To dream is a gift
To love is divine and I won’t bring you down
Hold on to me
To dream is to be
To live is to shine and I won’t bring you down


by armin van buuren

and then

He kiss me...........

human,

LUMRAH MANUSIA

i found this picture is very funny,haha,thanks to syaa.im in that picture i guess.carilah sendiri:P

shine,

I miss those days.3am and still taking pictures with flash,and talking to you:)
i know my hair is wavy enough to see,well that's pure wavy:)

----->

You are annoyingly attractive,You haunt me,and now it scares me:)

Stressed Out.

errrr,stress stress stress.i hate this part.couldnt things get worser?

changes,

people change.so does i.and my friends.and my family.EVERYBODY does change.
i have nobody these days.my friends turn their back on me.they kept secret away from me,and im the last who would find out.im always the last person.do you know what feelings are?i am human.and so does you.please think what had you make felt like this.if i did any wrong,im sorryy,no more mistakes.i regret my pass.yes i do.i wish i could do it better.i wish everything was better.but nobody understand me.i have nobody these days.people who i trust hate me,and haters,you must enjoy reading this shit because you hate me,thankss.people who i love turn their back on me,life is hard.and things get worser day by day and bit by bit.

monday.

we celebrate Mel's birthday!haha:P.TEPUNG TEPUNG TEPUNG FIGHT!!!
hahahaha,ini gf si Mel,FEENA yg plan.i join.soo i met noorsha<33,rinduu kau:P
then main tepung depan my house!hahaha,nasib baik my mum xnmpk,then,hmm.mel and acap kena telurr,haha:P,padan mukaaa weyyy!hehe,then lepak rumah feena,feena and her sister,Kak Tasha,bake some awesome cupcakes and oreo cheesecake,weee:D,sedap do feena,buat lagy ohh.
haha,on this day.i jdy photographer:),well.camera i bukan lah mahaal mane.cm D90 or somethng,oh and feena!geram ohh,u dah dapat D90 YOU!JEALOUS WEY,continue,camera i biasa jee.haha.soo i'll upload gamba soon,memory card reader xde lah.haha

*

---------im dissapearing------------

Camp:)

nurin&imah

lain gila en muka?haha.

syaasyaamairaamairaa

imah&maira

dh balik dah from kem smart solat.here's some picture of us.malas lah nak cerita panjang2.

hehe,soo here we are.imah.maira.sya.nurin:)

hari ini,

since tukar bm utk sementara,haha.fatin ajar aku tentang benda yang kena mengena dgn makeout.iaitu:Public Display of Affection.Kissing, hugging, make out.
faham sebenarnya.haha
oh after that.i sound budak FORM1.jr's.sial do perangai dieorg.kerek gila.and muizz.kau ingt aku perempuan,kau bajet aku tk berani nak gaduh dgn kau?tolongla.kau tinggi mmg tinggi,tapi KEPENG.shoot sekali teros melayang kang,haha.bodoh.oh and sound this girl lah,perasan yg my frends,Arief,Megat,Im,Zahin suka kat die,i was like freaking EWWWWWW!haha,kalau lawa takpe do,amik kau,lepas kena sound,semua stock ckp thankyou enn,eleh.terharu aku:DD
haha,cm bodoh.

berubah.

bertukar pandangan.
bersalaman ke sekadar berkawan
dan bila cinta dah mula berputik
ah, tak tidur malam
angan-angan jadi pasangan
dan menjadi kenyataan
nyatanya, telah banyak kita harung
adakalanya rasa bebas, kadangkala terkurung
kita pernah berpisah dan kembali,
berpisah dan kembali
kembali kerna pengorbananmu kuhargai
hilang separa masa bersama keluarga
teman-teman huru-hara tiada lagi, tata, bye bye
tiada lagi huhu haha

dikau,

jangan kau bimbang sayang
di mana ku berada
dengan siapa ku bersama
jangan bimbang ku tetap kau yang punya

jiwang untuk seketika.bahasa melayu untuk semantara.gaya baru,ingat sayangku,ku tetap kau yang punya(:

if you have too

im making a big desicion,where i have to decide which i shall choose.but mostly they are all the same,nobody was infinite for me.this is hard.i believe i do have the answers form my friends and not you.i'll gave you categories and take a pick which is the best.
comment au:)


A:a guy who broke ur heart.

B:a guy who knows not a single thing about love.

C:a guy who is currently with someone else but u're deeply in love with him.

D:a guy who is sweet in words,but may use it to other girls when they're with you.

choose ONE.take a pick.leave who u choose at my comment:)

trance,

"Crushes are like water

It’s when you say my name

Then I realize

I’m in love again

Passion like no other
It’s like I feel the same
You can see in my eyes
I’m in love again"

yes.indeed.im addicted to this song.trance lyrics are most definetely have the deepest meaning ever.and somehow,i fall in love with it.yes.you,me and MUSIC.we are infinite!

as wel indeed,

the songs,

Burning From The Inside-Tiff Lacey

Melissa Mathes-Dream&Dissapear

most addiction.listen to these songs,feels like ur in the middle of high on ecstacy.

admirer,

eyy,bosannya.today tk pegy sekolah.ponteng.waaa,i told my mom hrnie sekolah cuti sbb hr sabtu hrtu ade merentas desa,haha.shhhh:P*rasa bersalah*,haha.oh then cm online jee,bosan bosan bosan..then like my bro,Faiz,balik skolah.bwak kwn2 die lepak.soo like hmm okay.then like kwn2 die kacau i,cm bodoh jee.and the his GIRL frends are quite nice with me,he have some goodfrends but i wonder why he still bullyied me,hahaha.infact,today was quite okay bt like bored tahap -------------->11111100000 percent indeed.haha.sbb on msn,tk ramai on,on ms,pon tk ramai on.blogging jelah.oh oh.i ade admirer baru,not soo secret anymore isn't it?haha.zahin zahin.lawak laa you niee,he called me "baby boo"comel bt geli laa jugak.

haha,tngk what he made for me:P

shot tak shot,

haha,soo here how it begins.i think it was on thursday.well yeah.thursday.
i didnt go to school bcs i had high fever,cold,and like my throat sakit*batuk*
then like bosan gilaaa,i ajk my goodfrend,Admalina.which is my neighbour,pegy jog.
so it was like 6 p.m,i was waiting in front of her house.i pakai tight three-quater sweatpants,black singlet inside and a green v-neck shirt with a hoodie and sportshoes.NIKE NIKE NIKE,eleh.nak market enn,haha.so then adma keluar nmpak i pakai cmtu she was shock,sbb i smngt gilaa nak go run&jog.then she changed like mine,we talk sambil run and stuff,but cm all the sudden it rained,amik kauu,demam2 mandi hujan.haha.
SHOT TAK SHOT?
ok,continue.then like we jog sampai ke puncak setiawangsa.mann,we're losing our fat and getting healthy!hahaha,and thanks a BILLION ADMA,sbb teman.hehe:P
anyways,ni haa gamba mandi hujan.vain sorang2 dlm bilik sbb tknk dgr my mum bising sbb i jog time hujan,haha:P

*mind the clothes behind those picture,ade bra semua tu,buat bodoh je laa.haha.*

well,

i got my examination result last week.guess what?
i almost flunk evrythng.like every single thing.and for the first time,
i got like 68 for my english.FOR THE FIRST EVER TIME IN MY LIFE.
ya Allah,i wish i could score more.
damn you english teacher.haha,eleh.act it was my fault.
sape suro tak study en?haha.omgoshh.oh oh BUT BUT GREAT NEWS.
FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE,I DAPAT MATHS A.
oh oh,thankyouu CALCULATOR.syg kau.hahaha.
lots more to come,